I'll be standing right next to you.

Okay i'm back here to update abit! ^-^ 4 more papers to go and gotta study for it and they're pretty intense. I've got to read up on physics & chemistry and as for maths, i guess i've to spam answering questions in my assessment book heh. Hopefully it would be easy on how to simplify algebraic terms and fractions, really hate that particular topic o(╥﹏╥)o ~

Had PE today, guess it was the last lesson. Mr foo didn't came and actually i planned to slack for the whole 1 hour but Mr lim came afterward which is like -.- ..... forget it. Played volleyball and it's like i'm posing and looking at elsewhere in the court and my teammates are really engaged in the game :| Begged zekri to give me 4,5,5 which is like almost full marks for my skill,serving etc. Hiak. 

AND i've got awesome friends like the one belowwwwww! :) 

Hell yeah cool. We sneak out of the class 3 times during english lesson, more or less free period now! Miss KT Tan doesn't give a damn too, tskkkkkk. Headed to the toilet to camwhore, again and again and it's like so addictive. And oh, saw Mr Soong halfway back to our class. At first he nag at me about my attire, and then we went out of  the topic (Y)(Y)(Y) 

Jasmine and Dorothy! Lol they went into the handicap cubicle and climb the handle bars. :/

 Disappointed with my fat face! :( 

Everything is like gonna end soon after our EOY, somehow. Rather sad, hate the feeling of separating with my fellow classmates especially my bffs! Supa sad, really :'( And i'm very worried about my subject combi, they took out my pure geo and i'm really pissed at the fact that they put physics as the main science -_- ? What if i did badly for physics? seriously fml aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa k nvm i'm off to mug, don't wanna disappoint myself like last year. 


Somehow, i still miss him. My mind is like 70% filled with things about him, and wtf am i actually thinking? i can't even concentrate, i've been waiting for his text like every second, every hour, almost everyday. it's been 2months plus since i fell for you, sigh. i'm waiting for some stupid miracle to happen. I force myself to sleep every single night. Sorry, i can't move on unless you told me you had a girlf. :) 

I thought we've could had it all.

It's been long since i've blogged! I've to admit that i'm busy with my homework and kinda lazy to blog you know. "Efforts today, Rewards tomorrow." If you believe in this, then you'll succeed because i did! haha. EOY is around the corner and i can't seems to concentrate and i feel terrible. Why? Cause i had no idea where to start from. i need a timetable. As a matter of fact, i think i'll do it right after i'm done blogging.^-^

Okay, how's life treating me? HAHA, i don't even want to talk about it. It's weird for the most part. I've decided to mug for history first, knowing it won't kill me instantaneously. After which i would start on my 

combined sciences. *shivers* I know it's a abit too late to be starting revisions now but hey, it's better late than never! (okay,i'm trying to console myself) The unfortunate part of all this is the fact that i'm lack of sleep. zZZZZz

Very random i know.

My mood is like weather, sometimes i'm sunny, sometimes i'm cloudy and sometimes i'm rainy. i wish i could be as friendly as others, but you know... i need alot alot alot more courages. do you know how hurtful it can be to see you flirting with other girls?  I knew it was over, when we chatted for like less than 20 sentences on facebook . Now i know i have to move on, but i just fucking don't know how to. Do you know how hard it was for me to pretend that we're stranger? I feel like a bitch when other guys text me and i ignored them. Why? i'm waiting for the day when you'll text me a "hello." That would probably make my day, seriously. Congratulation, you've managed to make me feel like a worthless piece of shit again. Would you like an award for that? 

But nothing could change the fact that he doesn't give a damn about this. I've to stay positive and find a way to walk out of this shit. Hang on, hang on. This suck, but i've to hang on. 

K i'm done with this short post. Pray hard nothing goes wrong tomorrow in school, always monday blue. kkbb what a cozy night to sleep with my blanket.